Sunday, April 26, 2009

EDS NIGHT
i don't know whether i should feel enthusiastic or pissed
seriously, on one side i feel disgusted, but on the other i feel that i should invite people as i am a part of EDS.
i don't feel anything now
i love EDS
negative or positive
i must be calm

yunyi at 9:58 PM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

iver has no place for me
i dun fit in iver.
not that i am not fit to be in iver.
i fit in 6B
people like janet and lionel
are my besties
i should have went to scgs
at least i have janet plus kelsey too
its impossible to go to RI
i realised that i had made a wrong choice
perhaps i should make a transfer
why is life like that
dunman is alright
but the people in iver
hapiness is found in french class, oratorical and EDS
mostly french and oratorical
EDS is abit messy sometimes
i feel miserable in iver
i am super emo since march
since i realised that i actually had no friends
how pathetic
at least i know i still have friends else where
i just need friends, real friends.
not friends that stab me in the back
the longer i stayed in iver,
the more backstabbers i found out
pp start with E,A,S,J,C,C,S,...
see that?
too many to even be listed
i dun like iver
sometimes
i love 6B
so lively
happy
childish
not
sensitive
selfish
backstabbers
all negative stuff.

yunyi at 6:59 PM

Friday, April 10, 2009

However...
i love today
me, janet and lionel went to escape
its so fun
all together
we slurged $40 on the games booth
even worse then arcade
the pirate's ship was the scariest although i sat in the middle
we waited for an hour for that
we also went to wet and wild
janet sat at the front,i sat at the back
we all got drench from top to toe
so fun
15metres down
me and janet won a toy
i wanted the gorilla thingy
but its super hard to get that.
i love today
i hope i can stay like this forever
i love them
they are my best friends
shall not go into details cos i am so dam tired.

yunyi at 10:25 PM

Perhaps i am really wrong
i think i should have chosen scgs.
perhaps that could have been a better choice for me
cos i can see janet nearly everyday
janet is my bestfriend 4eva
school again
i don't look forward to go to school
except oratorical of course
thats one of the few times i feel happy
lets form the bubble now
i will try not to talk
to overcome my urge to talk
i shall talk to my parents more
but there is seriously nothing good to talk about to
only my old friends
not the new ones
i made zero good friends
i feel so down

yunyi at 10:18 PM

This is gonna be a LONG post
Who do she think she is?
sometimes i wonder if i have made the wrong choice.
to dunman high
i dun even feel i belong there
it seems as if they are in the bubbles and i am trying very hard to break in
i give up
i shall not care anymore
i dun feel much of any warmth there
the only day i felt it is on my b'day
but
after that
...
am i going to wait for another year to get this kinda warmth?
i have never been shouted at by people i dun think is very important to me
NEVER
and i never will
thats my opinion.
if u dun like it
fine
if u think its good,
why didn't it appear on that cheer
u are just pinpointing at me
when XXX said that it doesn't rhymes
thats a whole new situation
how important do u think u are?
one day,
just one day
people will change
things will change
everything will change
i will be the bubble now
why is people there so sensitive
so petty
petty
and
horrid,some people,certain people
they are just two people
luckily i controlled myself
not to tear up the paper into pieces
thousands of pieces
i will never talk or care again.
at least i learnt one more word,frontstabber
hope that they are the only group of frontstabbers i have known.
and i treasure my trusted and best friends even more

yunyi at 9:57 AM

Friday, April 3, 2009

Elaine! STop denying
haha
just joking
but...
i still bet that u have a boyfriend.

yunyi at 12:07 PM

Thursday, April 2, 2009

today's oratorical was so fun
i think oratorical is much more fun than dance
my opinion
that is
i am much better at being an opposition than just a speaker
i am just so...so nervous
miss clara say that i am a bag of nerves
haha
lalalalalalala
happy happy happy
dun wanna let SOME pp piss me off.

yunyi at 7:28 PM

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

WHAT THE?!
why didn't he freaking tell us that we are not in the debate team yet
that is so dam freaking
retarded la
now that we are combining with the "real" debate team,
my confidence has like plunged down
cos we are combinn=ing with the GEP pp too
idiotic
waste moi time for the past few weeks.
freako stockton
idiotic
whatever
must show the GEP pp that we can do it!!!

yunyi at 8:40 PM