Monday, May 4, 2009

i am not that emo now
nowadays the homework is crushing me
but actually i am the one that is slack
i tried to buck up
but thats quite impossible to succeed in the secondary system
cos everything is graded
i hate it
that is not a good thing for me
cos i don't take homework and test very seriously
perhaps i am adapting better now
taking test a little more seriously than in the past
but homework,
forget it
i feel like in a daze sometimes
and at times i feel neglected
luckily
there is people like lionel that irritates me
everyday
smses me everyday
janet is the "bo chap" kind
but still my best friend
kel, yu jun and iris
sort of drifted away a little
not that in contact as much as janet
people in iver is weird sometimes
at times they neglect me,
at times it was fun
its like the bromine particles
irregular movements
at bit off topic
but
nevermind
i feel so
so
not occupied
i love work
crushing me down
though sometimes its a little too much
at least it occupied me
doesn't even let me to have a single thought about anything negative
i want to start EDS again
i am bored
sort of
i dun like too much work and no fun
i want to enjoy life
which i am not doing now
my life is without something
a friend
near to me
everyday
we can talk
most importantly
a friend that understands me

yunyi at 11:08 PM