Friday, August 28, 2009
oh my god
i think i will rather stay in school
anyone selling earplugs?
noise pollutants are "diffusing" in the air
its so ear piercing
not ear friendly at all
i hate it
omg
this is seriously driving me crazy
can't i have a peaceful night reading my researches?
yunyi at 11:38 PM
Thursday, August 27, 2009
no matter how hard i tried
i dun seem to get what i expected
in such a competitive world
i really do not think i can survive
yunyi at 11:09 PM
Monday, August 24, 2009
tired and sick of everything
especially studying
i feel like restarting the whole year
which i obviously can't
what i can do now
is work hard
which i dun feel like
the only thing i am not sick of is
loving things i loved
Our greatest pretenses are built up not to hide the evil and the ugly in us, but our emptiness. The hardest thing to hide is something that is not there. ~Eric Hoffer, Passionate State of Mind, 1955
i guess i have had pretended
to hide my emptiness within
yunyi at 8:55 PM
Saturday, August 22, 2009
dion is so good at scrable
it sort of gave me a shock
cos even though it is a nickname
she sort of knows who
but i denied
maybe i am the one that is lousy at scrable
maybe or maybe not
since sijie doesn't know who
a philosophy quote
Alice came to a fork in the road. "Which road do I take?" she asked.
"Where do you want to go?" responded the Cheshire cat.
"I don't know," Alice answered.
"Then," said the cat, "it doesn't matter."
~Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
i am being alice now
till i found my wayfrom the lost
yunyi at 9:24 PM
Friday, August 21, 2009
I FELL RIGHT ON MY BUTT!was on the way to esplanade to watch dance by "T.H.E dance company"
then while vivianne,joelle, pinkett and kai zheng went to flagged for the cab, the rest waited outside the popular
it was raining
when we saw the cab coming
we ran there
then i dun know how
i slipped and fall right on my butt
it hurts
obviously
but i don't know why
i was running and my upperbody weight was to the front
but when i fell,
my poisture was in the sit and reach poisture
damn pain
till now
the dance performance was quite boring
totally dun understand what they want to present to us
most of the year ones fell asleep
the dance performance was not bad but its not very synchronised
each of them danced very beautifully
each with their own style
but it is seriously very very boring
my butt still hurts
yunyi at 6:37 PM
Friday, August 14, 2009
dancing was fun today
solo was okay
got rid of my nervouness
by trying to get somthing into my mind
that i am the best of the world
and there are people worse than me
it really did helped
but i think i look retarded
i am quite self consious of my actions and movements
how did people dance so openly
sexy people
whatever
i tried my best
hip hop is fun fun fun
i like it (:
i wanna get contact lens
but mum will surely not allow
changing specs
soon
yunyi at 8:09 PM
Thursday, August 13, 2009
i am going bonkers
so stressed
i hope i can make it
to shore
yunyi at 7:52 PM
Sunday, August 9, 2009
she is the one that is at fault
posting on net is obviously not what i actually wanted to express
but still 50% of it at least
this is so frustrating
seriously it is her fault
not sis
i feel so disgusted
like shit
this is so yucky
she is like a tyrant
i can't imagine why people like her are like that
when people are angry,
they shouldn't say a thing
cos the words the u say
is most likely what u dun want to say
in other words out of anger
but people like her
like her
i feel so disgusted by her actions
people want respect
but the things that they do
doesn't seem to fit what they want
this is insanity
complete insanity
if i am the victim
i will most probably
lock myself in my room
i think
which is quite a dumb idea
but still
anger and disappointment
is what i feel
nowadays
with my family and friends
certain friends as usual
but still
my point is still
is still
still
to express my feelings
yunyi at 12:53 AM
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
i got that shitty migrant today
this is like the fourth time
retarded
this is so annoying
the general office doesn't provide panadols
saying that the cannot give students medicine cos each person have a different body
seriously la
panadols is such a general medicine that nearly everyone have no allergies to
i dun think anyone will have alergies to panadol
oh whatever
my mum say that they wanna save money
after maths lesson
i chiong to the toilet and vomited a plate of sphaghetti
i am not being disgusting(:
someone in 1L if i am not wrong ask me if i was ok
thats so sweet
so sweeeeeeet
i didn't manage to swallow the panadol
cutted it into 6 or 7 pieces
and i took more than half an hour to swallow
next time i will be bring panadols to school
i was like saying to mum
that i will only have to borrow scissors from other pp
and wash it
and cut it in class
then she thought i said borrow scissors from the stalls in the canteen
haha
then she cut the panadols for me to bring to school(:
wonder what i should wear for the national day celebration
i do not have any red shirts
retarded
my one and only red tee is too small for me
have to wear the dark pink one
and its not even a tee
its a vest
still gotta wear smth inside
double layers
i am dead
whatever
dun feel like buying red tees in sch a short time
maybe will be buying it next time i go to bugis junction
there are loads there
yunyi at 10:59 PM
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
why am i so vulnerable?
no.when did i became so vulnerable
this is crazy
i need janet
lionel have simply no brains
i feel so unsustainable
this is driving me crazy
its my choice
i am supposed to be more boyish
and super galish compared to janet
but still
i am supposed to stick to my philosophy
what have i done?
my philosophy is slowly vanishing
i can't seem to remember it anymore
yunyi at 7:57 PM
Monday, August 3, 2009
today danced hip hop
its fast
its cool and its fun
damn fast la
today bevan was late and he needa do 700plus push ups
haha
when we are doing the warm up excercise,
he was doing the push ups
pinkett suddenly laughed
make me laugh
he did 300 of them
today so funny
research studies presentation
lollers
ding heng pulling his tie
then i laugh like siao
cos ahem*
then he look at me as if i am a freak with the nerve disorder on his face kinda look
laughing like siao again
then jordain
pulling his shirt and tie
hilarious
wasn't really listening to them
cos i was so tired
and i listened to the more interesting parts only
no offense la
know i was rude but still
i dun think pp listening to us except the teacher
i dunno la
back to the subject
elaine is more normal
then when its ziyu's group to present
ziyu presenting halfway
junyi laugh like siao
then i counld't really hear what she is trying to say
haha
then she suddenly laugh like siao when kaixian is presenting
i was like "whats wrong?"
kinda expression
then she said smth very ilogical
make me laugh or rather hmph
dion got the wrong idea
but seriously
i see nothing wrong with winking
tired
maybe i am becoming more and more blur
haiz
maybe i am becoming more and more lost
what do i really want?
i have simply no idea
yunyi at 9:37 PM