Sunday, November 15, 2009
today workin
lala
my legs gonna die from standing the whole day
lala
got the hang of the machine
lala
spend damn lot on food today
lala
talked alot today
lala
disgusted myself cos of some other promoter today
lala
end of the post
lala
yunyi at 9:54 PM
Thursday, November 5, 2009
i am in my small small world
throwing tantrums
oh whatever
i feel so pissed
not getting what i wanted
when i can
i spend the three hours for nothing
just thinking
thinking that when should i throw it
i suppressed it long enough
before
it explode
not that it really explode
just gave my missy attitude
its totally not my fault
i just wanted to see some shops?
maybe its not just about this
other stuff also resulted in this
yunyi at 11:26 PM
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
i realised
this is my first failure
i hope this will help me to get back to my feet
this is good
thats what i can say
at least i realised this now
rather than later on
i didn't realise that i can recover so fast
but the balance weighing sways
i don't know which is me
maybe i am just trying to hide
maybe...
i hope i can say that i look forward to next year anywhere soon
perhaps to prove that they are wrong
i dunno
maybe its to prove to my other self
yunyi at 8:23 PM
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
sacrifices are neccessary for certain successes
thats what i have learnt from this year
yunyi at 10:46 PM