Friday, February 26, 2010
Acceptance
i have accepted the fact that
its my fault
that i forgot to bring the maths
which lead to me being downgraded by three to four grades
at least the price is not really big,
for the least to me now,
this very second
i suddenly found no point in gettin troubled and depressed over this
its just a part and parcel of life
but the other side of me is being too exaggerating
the paranoid one
am i getting too paranoid over little things
my desire to get good grades and prove to myself?
i thought so
thinking that every single thing will lead to misfortune and such
i need a phsycologist
another 3 terms to endure this shit life
not exactly shitty,i mean in certain circumstances
sometimes u just feel that way
life is unpredictable
which i hate
and love
at the same time
yunyi at 9:43 PM
Thursday, February 25, 2010
nomination for inspiring teacher
i know a very suitable teacher for that
but too bad i can't nominate that teacher
cos this nomination is only for english teachers
i would use a general gender, "he" , mainly cos it contains less words
and i a world wide usage gender for all documents and such
he taught us what is hypocrisy, how the society works, and
that there is all kinds of people in the society
i am amazed by how much he had taught us
i will be depressed if he is not teaching us next year
he is obviously not in my school,
but he is still my teacher
a teacher that inspired us all
Verbal hadicapped,some error in speech etc.
Irony ,rusty, hard metallic materials
choked in his throat
yunyi at 7:31 PM
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Found a pretty much interesting blog of a taxi driver
one in singapore
introduced by my sis to me
i sorta love it
the langauge was pretty much good
and the amazing thing is
he contains a Phd.
i really wan to get contacts
wonder if i would look weird in it
my life is in a mess again.
its always like that
i wonder when i can learn to
manage my life
so that it wouldn't disrupt my life
yunyi at 10:26 PM
Thursday, February 11, 2010
how great
i am flunking my pop quiz
urgh
its irritating
problems
stress
ridiculous expectations and assumerism from people
i dun know why i take everything so seriously
people tells me not to give a damn about it
but i am still sensitive to criticisms
i am still myself
my attitude to work only changes
perhaps changes alot due to certain circumstances
but it wun be long term
cos i am not born with such character
disappointed with people i have been tryin to prove to all along
including myself
esp in skill wise
i will try not to be too rash
else i will say unecessary things
cos i am quite straight forward
sorry to say that my words sometimes contains sarcasm
and sorry to say that my attitude sucked so much that i felt pleasure in saying interesting sarcasm so that other people have nothing to say
to be honest,
i gain pleasure from that
i believe i am still a child
and that we
are the same
yunyi at 9:30 PM
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
i am not just defending myself, but stating the facts at the same time.yunyi at 5:35 PM
Monday, February 1, 2010
iam totally feakin out
other than freaking out, i am feeling damn stress
though is only the start of the year
i need an ultra arcade day in which i splurge my money
maybe in a month time
i need to work extra hard
thats all i know
my computer going bonkers isn't that bad of an issue
yunyi at 9:15 PM