Sunday, July 24, 2011
an emotional and fun day
firstly, i am tanned
its the first time that i have had gotten this tan,
walked so far
to and fro sentosa
my entire skin is red, but imma glad
cos this is kinda the only way to prolong today
emotional
tears and everything
i may not be very close to the seniors,
but many things that they say relates to us.
it just shot through my heart
and tears just started rolling
the times where i am demoralised, and everything.
disappointed and wanting to give up
the times i've been through,
though i look like i couldn't have been bothered about it,
it does hurt me alot
even though it happens everytime,
in which i told myself to get used to it,
but i just can't
i still want to shine,
i still want to try my best.
perhaps i just didn't work hard enough
anyway, i digressed
the main point is,
i am not the only one,
many seniors have gone through this
the way they say is totally hit me hard
eds, eds, eds
you are the best and most unique cca ever
yunyi at 11:07 PM
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
she is the first one
to be so arrogant to me
as a person who i think have minimal authority
but she encouraged me to revenge, not exactly, but somewhat like that
to do well myself, to prove to her wrong.
many thanks to her in giving me a motivation in my studies.
Anger ventilated often hurries towards forgiveness; anger concealed often hardens into revenge. Edward G. Bulwer-Lytto
love this quote. but i think this will hurry towards forgiveness. since i had ventilated it out already. but i have been angry for a day. this is really bad for my health.
oh well, this is gonna be a long battle, where imma going to see her nearly everyday. hope my anger will cease to be and make life easier for me. and not to see her as an prick in my eye
yunyi at 8:03 PM