Sunday, May 13, 2012
Finally, my long waited guitar ensemble concert is over.
Had dance in the morning, and shopped for obs stuff with kaizheng and vivianne.
Lunched at Hot Tomatoes. it was pretty good. MUCH better than pastamania. 500% better.
Got tiger balm insect repellent and wet tissue.
Its a great night at the concert. i had so much fun.
but i guess it has proven that i am quite an extremist?
this infatuation is getting out of hand. seriously, it is too much. still got the excited feeling now. overly excited.
some crazy fangirl over here.
goodness, if this is only infatuation, what will happen if its love?
totally crazy. its gd to have a craze though.
lemme be mushy. no one is replying my msgs, so i have to let it out here.hahas.
this is one of the best concerts ever. though the songs could be boring at times.
for the first half, he was blocked by the conductor.LOL. i was like totally craning my neck to see him. but i gave up in the end. perhaps another reason was because he looked really weird when playing guitar. and i didn't want to ruin my perfect impression of him:)
he looked so good in his home clothes.
so charming, at least to me.
he body structure looks so nice.
total infatuation
he was like appearing every 5min i guess?
performed for at least 6pieces i guess? was on stage for like, more than 1/3 of the time.
the best thing was, the last performance. it was awesome.
at times, i was giggling away, like a mad women that kept on punching kaizheng's arm especially nearing the end of the concert.
but i guess this infatuation is really superficial, as usual, isn't it?
thats just me? i supposed. its really difficult to like someone, in terms of crush, anyway. you need catalyst such as friends. i supposed its a kind of pressure? more accurately, influence. for both times, i was influenced by people. Hence, these type of infatuation doesn't last. you can only admire him from faraway. the infatuation feeds on your own imagination. the person that you like actually do not exist. it is just like an, perhaps idol? or what not. he is just a substitution for the emptiness. in the first place, he existed due to the existence of my emptiness and boredom.
Well, i supposed it is also the case this time. i have never truely liked someone before.
but anyway, back to the performance.
initially, i was hoping that they could stay on stage, like the usual concerts, in which they take photos and what not with their friends.
however, the performers went back to the back stage instead.
Was disappointed.
But, the best part was. he somehow rushed to the concert hall, and went past me.
That instant. felt so good. LOL
obviously right.
By the way, i love him playing the piano. but i prefer guys who play violin.hahas.
i can totally imitate his movements. okk. i am so evil. but its really funny.
the after effect is still here. cannot be erased. bringing it to the level camp
yunyi at 1:24 AM