Tuesday, June 19, 2012

i really hope that he will reply.
hahas.
i can't believe that i actually did this.
how amusing.
been like checking my mail a billion times a day and all i get it "no mails"
i know, it has barely been 24hours==
and he is studying, but still, the anticipation
if i had the guts, i would have just used my real name to do this,
i wouldn't really call what i have done brave.haha. but it still requires me that bit of courage to press the "send" button.

haven't blogged anything abt OBS and EDS night.
i think having been through both has matured me alot.
especially for eds night, my last eds night.
its saddening, remembering the night of joy and fun and tears.
well, i didn't really cried. sucked it back in.haha.
it took me so long to enjoy the stage. so long to understand.
OBS was okay. it wasn't as bad as i had imagined but it was still tough.
i hated kayaking. at first it was ok, but as usual, my stamina sucks. and when i am tired,
i get whinny.
trekking was ok surprisingly, only that the load was horrid esp near the end,
where my back hurts like shit. perhaps thats the reason that i have back pains now==
to me, eds night is obviously the more memorable one. obs is just a part and parcel of my life i guess. like an event that just took place. but eds is filled with joy this year. we got alot closer. esp with the rest not just in our own small groups. we bonded tgth at a grp of year fours:)

yunyi at 1:06 AM